Hells Hymn Stop No.Sixth

bought today: dell studio xps 8000 desktop

best feature on -
Processors Studio XPS 8000, Intel® Core™ i7-870 processor(8MB Cache, 2.93GHz)
Memory 8GB Dual Channel DDR3 SDRAM at 1066MHz - 4 DIMMs
Video Card nVidia GeForce GTX260 1792MB GDDR3
Hard Drives 1TB - 7200RPM, SATA 3.0Gb/s, 16MB Cache

only reason for purchase was ;; THE SIMS 3;;
yes, quite dedicated.
eeheeh

omm.

starting Monday (tomorrow), 30 day trial on diet.
well not true, just mod eating (which =notmuch) & treadmill downstairs, lava baths, ddr, & hindu squats


ohmnhommm.
Sunday will not count as a day in 30 so end will be : day after christmas, but maybe add in few sundays so end will be before christmas :'D
present to self,,, yay.

Today plans:

ts3 screenshots
post on lj/reply to all message/comments
tutorial linework, initial planning
50% of tutorial (rest on Sunday)

Don't want to sleep, but I do ?
currently close to 2AM

only few hours needed, hence sleep mode will occur around 4AM

as it frequents lately -
It appears that I, can dream and be awake at the same time.

I see the dream, or I see my real life surroundings by choice.
I will have a detailed dream going on, while at the same time I am fully aware of what goes on around me


For example, this morning -
I was dreaming about destruction, houses about, that beautiful man I'm in love with in the dream world but do not know - the usual dream control

But I also knew what was going on, mother got up, peeked into the room. I tell her to shut the door, but I am still dreaming while doing so.

It's only a tiny example, but even so, I find it exquisite.
Perhaps it's a disease, or a problem.

All the same, I welcome it with open arms.
It only makes my life better -


On another note

I did tarot the other day, it's been a little over a week since the last time;
Those cards, I trust with my life.
In the future, I plan to make myself a personal deck with my blood and hard work -
to build a tiny treasure to keep them in
to weave a cloth so delicate to protect them

and so it is.

Hair practice while break O(●´∀｀)O。

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Allergy up and bad
Man has not shown face yet - wish mr.nyx could get a job done with ease